oh God i am so damn sick and tired.

you know, it's not that i WANT so badly to go to NJ, that i'm DYING to get in. in fact i think NJ should be damn grateful to have me because top lit students, people who are truly passionate about art - don't apply to nj arts which sucks even more than ac arts. so you hear that? you should be BEGGING ME, dammit. maybe i'll inject more life into your arts scene. maybe i'll open up the arts students eyes a little. people who apply to nj arts are usually those hoping to transfer to science after three months.

i mean, seriously, we are arts people. we don't care about academic prestige - so far out of all the schools nj gave me the most heck care feel about the arts stream. it was like, 'oh, by MOE regulation we have to have an arts stream, so there. you guys just join and then rot and die. just don't bring down our 100% university grads record or else.' and why the heck did i apply? parents. parents. parents.

i am so sick of them telling me what to do. what is wrong with ACJC? you know if you love NJC so much why don't you just go do all the bloody appealing for me because i really am to tired to bother about appealing. i'm content with the posting i got. and i wanted to go to VJ, did i not? i mean, i told you that. but nooooo. it's too far, it's not well-known enough. and now that i've gotten in ac you think its the worst place on earth. so now, how about appealing to vj, you ask? yeah, based on what? i put vj as my third choice and ac as my second and i got in - they're going to think i'm NUTS. you go there and lie about how i wasn't serious about my options because i'm not going to do it. and i'm not going to lie about how much i want to get into nj arts either because all along i only wanted to get in for you, not for myself.

+ posted by M @ 3:49 PM