weird dream saga continues.

i visited sji on top of a hill. who knows why. met someone there, someone i know by face but don't actually know, and we walked around talking about how it would be so difficult going to school everyday up the hill.

suddenly i was next to the phone in bed. and it was ringing, and someone picked it up [i can't remember who, but it was someone i knew] and asked me to answer it because it was for ME, but i didn't want to because i was scared. and the whole time this person stood [or sat?] next to my bed, holding up the phone and telling me what the person on the other end was saying, it was one of those people who advertize or sell things over the phone, except this time, they were 'advertizing' God and trying to recruit people to work for God. it went something like this - 'for every person you bring to Christ, there will be comission and reward.' and then in the dream i was trying to make sense of it all, and i really woke up, still trying to make sense of it all.

funny thing is, jason called from hk this morning while i was sleeping.

well, what i can make of it is that i'm scared to answer God's call, but someone is going to help me answer it and give me the courage i need to, and that for every person i draw to Christ there will be rewards, but not in the monetary sense. hmm. i hope this doesn't mean i'm supposed to become a nun. honestly.

+ posted by M @ 11:36 AM