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... Monday, April 26, 2004

i think i've realized something. i've got to stop wanting to be somewhere else, somebody else ... even something else. i've got to recognize that i'm living my own life and no one can ever take that away from me. in the end, it's the pure honesty and truth of your life that makes it beautiful - whether you're miserable living it or excruciatingly happy. the fact is, things seem to fall in place for everyone else - but so what? that's their life. i have my own. in a way i sound selfish, but at the same time - people have to stop trying to convince me to live the way they do because they think i'll be happy that way ... true enough, i may be rather miserable where i am now; but at least i'm me, i'm myself, i'm special, no one else can ever be me. if i don't tell myself that i'm special and i mean the world, who else is going to do it?

i have to learn that some time. believe me, i'm trying.

+ posted by M @ 1:13 PM

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