things are in total complete sticky mess.

i'm too tired to write about it. i just need to talk to someone about it till it all gets out. who's willing to be my canvas?

touching on other things.. am a complete emotional wreck. have been going through a great series of lows and highs [more often lows] and getting extremely extremely high and insane over the smallest of things presumably because i'm stressed.

disclaimer: if you think i sound chirpy and happy - i'm not. that's just how i deal with things, by acting till i forget i'm acting.

i wish i could just be myself.

damn. i am beginning to sound like whiny teen and the number of times i've used the word 'damn' is increasing lately. this is not good. on the other hand, angie sent me this quite some time ago and i found it interesting [partly because of the earnestness the broken english conveys].

VIRGO WOMAN

She has an egg shape facial structure, high and round forehead. She likes to look straight as if she is searching. She is not a pretentious type and will always say what she thinks.

You will see Virgo woman walks fast. She will try her best to be perfect, to look perfect and to feel perfect even though there is no such perfection. She is very delicate of what and how she dress. She is bright and easily despair with obstacles. She likes smart guy who will be compatible with her, so if you are a rich dumb guy, you can forget about her right now.

She is not a very possessive or jealous person for she expects respect from her love one. She does not like a part time lover, or a temporary mate. If she finds her dream man, she will not go away. If she does not like you, she will always keep a certain distant. Act proper and appropriate is her discipline.

She does not like and can not stand bad languages, cursing words or phrase. She likes a gentleman who opens the doors for her. She wants to feel protected and when a man taking care of her, she will feel like a complete woman.

She memorizes everything about other people and about herself very well. She can really keep secret, you can trust her on this. She likes a refreshing and a mild scent. She is very delicate in maintaining her beauty, so you could see she is seriously picking soap which match and most suit her skin. Do not comment her on this very picky habits, it is her happiness in working full times as a self beautifier.

She is not an innocent angel for sometimes she can be as tough as steel. Even she easily despair, she is not the type to cry over it. She is a shy type, so making speech in front of the room can make her nervous even she walks and talks confidently.

She only searches for true love, not just any love. Her love is an ideal one. She likes to think no one is neater and as effective as her, which can irritate you sometimes for there is no such thing. She likes sweet talk, but she can slip and say something unpredictable and unbearable to you too. When she stops getting mad, she will totally forget what she just said and be an angel again. If you have a date with her, you'd better be there on time.

Flowers and sweet word can calm her down. If you want to say sorry, make it brief and straight forward. Do not drag your apologetic words into a long making it up event, it could lead you to another world war. She likes her man to dress nice and clean. She is good in details especially with money. Do not make she thinks that she is a clown or funny. In the beginning of knowing her, please try not to glance at other pretty woman so much. Early period of dating her, try not to hold her so much in public, it would not be a proper thing to do. She loves books, stage play and music and likes to criticize about them too.

Criticism woman is her icon including big and small things in life starting from your hair, your dress , and the way you talk. If you are in love with her, be as almost perfect as your can.

actually got my palm read yesterday for the heck of it. i was out with cheryl and we chanced upon this extremely peculiar machine that reads your palm after you insert your hand into the mouth of the talking sculpture thing. interesting enough. made weird sounds and people stared.

what the heck.

+ posted by M @ 7:35 PM