i feel very stretched these holidays. boxing class, math class, SATs and the endless list of people i must meet with. and ironically, i've met up with most, apart from the ones i thought i should definitely see this holiday - THE GANG. we haven't met up at all this holiday. it's ... disappointing. i don't know. partly my fault too i guess. i feel like i've really disappointed charm by not showing up for her bazaar thing on saturday. and the thing is that i've found the person i was the least close to in the group [yilin] is the one who really actually bothers and i able to make time to go out but because a whole bunch of people are always not free we've not been able to go out once. and i haven't seen chalene. and i haven't seen gayle. and oh i miss my bea. i miss my bea :( feels so weird not seeing bea for so long when we'd talk everyday in school.

well i'll be leaving this friday, not much time for nostalgic outings seeing as i'll only get back jan 1st. i'm going to put up a tangible wishlist just for the heck of it because i realized i didn't have one when jeremy asked for mine.

top ten tangible things for christmas:

1. white design casing for my nokia 7610 [which i got today and i feel so ripped off and i am not going to mention the events leading to my purchase of that phone anymore because it strikes an immense chord of guilt in me].
2. 100 Immortal Poems [poetry anthology]
3. to win that car from the countless lucky draw coupons i submitted after getting my phone so that i can sell it and pay my parents back and maybe i'll feel less guilty.
4. a fake murakami LV. i'm not even asking for a real one.
5. nice pearl drop earrings.
6. Little Bride dvd series. [it's a korean show i'm addicted to]
7. A Walk To Remember soundtrack
8. Jay Chou's autobiography/Jay Chou's Qi Li Xiang/Nice BIG Jay Chou poster
9. A set of charcoals/oil paints/water colours/paintbrushes
10. a book of Pablo Neruda's poems, any collection will do, i like them all.

of course the desire for the intangibles is a whole lot more stronger.

love, peace, joy, happiness, truth. lots of it. the spirit of Christmas!

(and for drama to become a successful CCA)

My Redeemer Lives!

These things I have spoken unto you, that in me you might have peace. In this world you shall have tribulation: but be of good cheer; I have overcome the world.

JOHN 16:33

+ posted by M @ 11:37 PM