it was quite a good monday. mondays are generally good for me, being the earliest day of the week.

SCGS [ST nix CAT high GOSSIP SOCIETY - disgusting. change your name. CHANGE IT!!! im going to sue on behalf of sc. DISGUSTING!!! EWW!!!!!]

okay.

walked home after school, changed, applied some sunscreen so as to not get tanned [i avoid the tan like the plague] and walked to bea's place. bea and cher were swimming. so i sat by the pool and we talked. about how we [bea and i] are going to spend valentines day. sigh. this whole stuff with the movies and how you only feel complete with another person etc etc - it tends to get to you. and that whole thing about girls like roses and chocolates? is it inborn or have we somehow been psychoed into thinking roses and chocolates from boy = good? i mean. no matter how cliche we say those gifts are, we like them still. wow. the power of commercialism.

and just to let you know. i do like roses. and chocolate. roses happen to be my favourite flowers.

but nevertheless, we shall be brave in our LONELINESS and maybe i could find a nice poetry reading to attend that day [there'll probably be tons going on]. or maybe i'll go to church and spend time with Jesus, my Bridegroom. it may seem cheesy to you, but 'tis true. God is Love!

or perhaps shall just stay home and watch korean drama by myself and grow more depressed with each second that i can't just get married to a lawyer and drop out of jc.

ugh don't plague me with all your love problems. i may have none at present but that doesn't mean i am mediator/matchmaker etc. however, if you want to open yourself to gossip, I WILL GLADLY SPREAD GOSSIP ABOUT YOU. you know how i LOVE gossip.

have fun.

+ posted by M @ 9:50 PM