monday is blah. drama is blah. tomorrow is going to be blah. this week is blah. february is here. common tests are coming.

save me o my God.

speaking of God. ash wednesday has become ash friday. strange, weird, strange.

terence really thinks that telling me something equates telling the whole world [HE WASN'T JOKING]. i feel wronged. i am not like that dammit. drama auditions seemed screwed. drama seems dead. and i have to plan with some irritating IP for drama camp which is like SO NEAR my common tests dammit. sigh. at least now i only take 3 subs. but still. i need to get that pink form thing signed. it would help if i remembered my grades. and i feel like i'm going to fail history. i haven't had a single SEA tutorial and for IH mark lo has been MIA on a course. fail la FAIL. plus some history homework is due this week.

haha. feels like it's gonna be a hell great week. this week is a late week for me. chinese tea house thing and auditions tomorrow. wednesday? maybe i can get a haircut? friday? drama. forgive me for listing out my schedule in such a self centred manner. and so many birthdays this month. so many. o Lordy.

i must stop going out and sleeping my weekends away. i must go to a library and study.

mundane. monotonous. drab. the dishwater days. i feel gross today. i can't write. i'm pathetic and evil and all that really makes me laugh now is thinking of scandal of the week. someone should let her know that her blog is very public and everyone can read about her admiration for a certain man. unless she wants that but i really don't think that's what she intends. but hey, 'i love whom i love' [prince lir, the last unicorn] so if she wants to like such a person it's her own business right? BUT I CANNOT HELP IT HONESTLY I CAN'T HELP MYSELF.

chinese new year is coming. get to wear our normal clothes to school. exciting mansss. i don't think i will be going back to sc this cny, i'm sorry.

common tests are coming. that's all i can really think about now. maybe i'll feel better after a walk.

i like mandarin oranges. i feel like the way joel felt in eternal sunshine of the spotless mind - displaced, confused. you know, i think i might suggest we let the drama people watch that in school for a meeting. yes. good idea. chop chop.

+ posted by M @ 7:06 PM