If I don't make it
Know that I loved you all along
Just like sunny days that
We ignore because
We're all dumb and jaded
And I hope to God I figure out what's wrong

I Loved You All Along - Our Lady Peace

good stuff. am rediscovering the band and their songs.

today. highlight of the day was going to the teahouse at bukit batok cc for chinese class excursion. drank nice tea and we were given sushi, cheesecake and tea eggs along with it. tea eggs are understandable. but sushi and cheesecake? oh well was a nice experience, really. i like tea. had to rush back to school for measly drama auditions after that. doesn't matter, it was on the way home anyway. i'm rather worried about test dates and all clashing with drama plans. it's not entirely up to me. sigh.

this is all i have to talk about, day in day out. i feel like i am never getting anywhere at all. the best times of the day? when i sit at the atrium by myself reading 'living faith'. when i walk home alone. not that i like being alone, but those times are when i choose to be alone and feel comfortable with solitude.

graham greene.

oh and i like watching various groups act out scenes from The Caretaker. drama is magic.

funny seeing how j1s miss their secondary schools so vividly during the first three months of jc and trying to organize secondary school class outings like the very first week of the new year. or every other week. or something. and then it all just fades and after a while people get busy with their own lives and don't really care much about old times. life goes on, people move on. sometimes i wonder if they just wish to throw away that part of their life and it gets me a little annoyed that they can just set it down and not feel for it anymore - but if they don't care, why should it bother me. hmm.

+ posted by M @ 9:38 PM