haven't been in school since monday for the lit exam.

so admittedly i skipped out on tuesday to go shopping [AND I BOUGHT SOMETHING GOOD!!!]. managed to find a cool copy of the balenciaga motorcycle bag, which i've been wanting and wanting but the real thing costs 1000USD and balenciaga isn't a brand sold in singapore. the shop has copies of the lariat bag and the hobo bag and the metallic moschino bag. the real things can't be found in singapore. how cool is that.

well as it is, now i really am sick. have got conjunctivitis and flu which apparently has been going around - and whatever sickness is spreading at the moment, i always get. my immune system is weak. but i should be better tomorrow. i just don't want to go to school with a red eye and make everyone run away ... tis very contagious.

hearing about the CTs from my schoolmates and everything - it sounds like a battle has just been fought and lost. resistance is futile. the math teachers have infiltrated and are making most arts fac people drop math. i think they're scared off after last year's A level math had a failure from the arts fac. yes, us, the stupid arts fac people right. whatever. nj's compressing it's arts fac further - only 60 people this year, and they're thinking of having only two j1 classes! 30 people in each class? that is SO unfair. honestly. we may be small but that doesn't mean we're subject to what is most convenient for you. i am ready to lead the j1s in protest if they wish to complain.

how could i be in such a disgusting school? oh well. the arts fac people really do add some sense of normalcy and life to the school and if they can't see that, then they're welcome to transform nj into one whole big science fac mug fest. i'm getting out after this year anyway, very gladly may i add.

a lot of the results are coming back today and i'm quite sure i failed like all my papers. i never thought i could feel this way, but realistically speaking it's a possibility and i'm over being depressed about it. we just have to pick ourselves up and study harder. much harder.

+ posted by M @ 11:56 AM