my drama teacher is seriously the meanest person on earth. what makes it worse is the mean-ness behind a smiling exterior. i know it's not right of me to pass such judgment, but HONESTLY. i'm just annoyed and hurt. i don't think any other cca exco will ever understand the way we feel because at least they have more supportive teachers. it's not a very nice feeling when it's the election meeting and technically the last meeting of my njdrama career and there he is passing snide remarks about us.

i know we weren't perfect. i know there were a lot of things we mixed up. i know we made mistakes. i know there were some in the exco [or rather one] who were non-committal. i know sometimes we were rather flighty and idealistic. but the point is, i really gave my all. i've never cared about a cca so much in my life before. when it came to dramafest, wenci, angela, nina, annabel and i put our heart and soul into it. completely.

AND IF YOU CAN'T SEE THAT, SCREW YOU. COS I FREAKIN CAN'T BE BOTHERED TO TAKE YOUR SNIDE REMARKS AND STRINGS ATTACHED JOKES ANYMORE. and anyway, i'm through. today was the last meeting i had to deal with your nonsense and arrogance. i don't care if you chance upon this and read this. i really don't bloody care. and anyone who tries to talk to me and tell me that he's not that bad and he's actually nice - SAVE IT. you don't understand what we've gone through, you've only seen that one side of him during lessons and whatever. so just, don't.

on a happier note. today's meeting went quite nicely, despite certain people. i'm quite pleased with the election results, and we had lots of fun with my black muffins [pictures will come soon]. unfortunately didn't take snap shots of people with black tongues/teeth/lips etc because was in a rush.

Thank You Lord, for bringing me through this week.

+ posted by M @ 11:24 PM