had a series of very disturbing and unhappy dreams last night.

in one of them, i had transferred to SAS [Singapore American School] in hopes of getting a better education [??] and found myself in senior year facing the first two days. on the first two days of school the classes were things i really hated - first day, SCIENCE. was made to sit through countless periods of science class with a neurotic eccentric teacher who hated me and a work partner who was also weird [don't know who he was, some american guy]. he made us do countless science questions i didn't know and thus resulting in me having to ask dan [boy sitting in front of me, with big hippie like afro ?!?!] how to do them and looking like a stupid idiot. after which we were made to study manga [?!?!] and analyze the legend of escaflowne [?! i've never read or watched this in my life. i don't even know what it looks like] to be handed up as homework. then i was told by dan that the class for the next day would be chinese class. and then the principal came in and told me that i was probably signed up for physics class as well. it just got so horrifying at that point that i woke up.

yes, phyics is a nightmare.

the other two dreams i had are rather personal and even worse. incredibly heartbreaking. am feeling very insecure now, as a result of these dreams. ack.

+ posted by M @ 1:27 PM