time for overdue prelim rant:

i think arts students are masochistic. i know i am. i kind of enjoy killing my hand. and i enjoy the thrill of knowing that a lit paper has the ability to completely floor me with absurd questions ["BNW has been described as a 'Novel of Ideas'." What. The. Hell? needless to say i screwed up my BNM segment of Lit3 because i did context which i bloody well intended to steer clear of]. and i screwed up pinter. heart of darkness was okay, but you can never tell with Conrad's segment. and this lit paper was my best bet [after Unseen], because, well, yeah. ah whatev. math1 was screwed too. the first few questions were okay, and then the math department just decided to pull the rug out under me with the second half of that paper. i just really hope i get at least an E because if i have an O/F on my transcript? i can just forget it, i can withdraw my Uni applications. i'm not realizing the severity of it now but when i get back my prelim grades and if i see an O/F, i might very well cry. i'm in desperate need of God's divine grace.

4 essays in 3 hours? by the end of CTs, we arts students [WHO TAKE LIT] would have written 16 essays. if this gets worse in Uni ... oh my God.

+ posted by M @ 12:42 PM