after watching a couple episodes of Undeclared, and being charmed by Lloyd's british accent, i've decided that schooling in the UK will not be so bad as i think it to be. though Chicago is obviously dream school, it wouldn't pain me that much to be sent to Reading [which is not in London, but i really like the course i've signed on for. that is, English, Theatre and Film. 3 in 1. beyond cool] or Warwick [Whitby's school!] or something [though not Birmingham, i quite wish i didn't apply there though Tolkien was there but i'm not all that big a fan of Tolkien's, so]. the land of Marks and Sparks, Colin Firth, Love Actually and The Bard can't be all that bad. despite what the counselor says about the major boozing - but hey, that happens everywhere else in the world.

have to remain positive, not getting to study in the US is not the end of the world. Chicago EA here i come. i am determined. i will not give up on that dream - even if it doesn't happen, at least i'll know i tried. the pain of regret is worse than the pain of hard work. like what colin said which i found quite amusing, 'yeh i'm stressed but i have to stay strong or else nothing will work'.

+ posted by M @ 4:52 PM