the a levels.

so many people have been smsing me and i suppose i have ignored quite a few of them because i simply did not feel like talking. so i suppose i might as well write about it.

i did well, and then i did not do well. i don't really know what to say about my grades other than the fact that i was really upset by my math grade. it also feels very overwhelming to see people crying (especially ones you've never seen break down before) when i myself felt like crying but didn't because i don't do the whole crying in public thing. eventually during ash wednesday mass while singing the hymns i just really couldn't keep from it any longer.

i guess i should focus on the positive, i don't know? but it's human nature to just look at that grade and get so bogged down by it. if i think about it rationally - i got an A for lit, not just everyone gets As for A level lit. yes? i don't know.

i know this entry explains nothing, but i'm not looking to discuss my a levels with anyone anymore after yesterday because it's over. i was given one day to cross from the past to the present and i am spending today adjusting. from here on, all i shall think about is university in september and what i shall fill my time with from now to then. and once may comes i will live in greater certainty of where i'm going to end up for the next four years. it's over and i'm more than happy to close the chapter on my singaporean education.

+ posted by M @ 12:33 PM