!!!

i have dipped my fingers into way too many pies.

i start work with cedele on monday - will be waitressing part-time. and then this morning after emailing like the WHOLE list of theatre companies as well as some art insitutes listed on the NAC website i've gotten quite a few replies and how do i say no?! because, i asked them and led them to believe that maybe they were the only ones ... i feel like i'm committing infidelity here.

at first i thought it was just between wild rice and the substation for me and then i didn't notice wild rice replied because i was blur and so i excitedly emailed the substation in such a manner which screamed, 'YES, I'M TAKING IT'. and now i've realized wild rice DID reply and HOW am i going to juggle?! i have received replies from The Necessary Stage, The Players Theatre, The Toy Factory, Theatreworks as well. i really didn't expect them to be so forthcoming, but then i should have known better - SAM was a government organization thing, these companies are still struggling independently and take whatever help they need. they can't be so snobby about it. so how now? all of them are big names and i'd like to do it all if i could, but frankly, i know me. i know that after two months with the substation i'll be determined to try something else instead of hop on to another theatre company. then again, the substation is more of an arts centre rather than a theatre company and ... WILD RICE - ALFIAN! and, ALFIAN. and, well, ALFIAN.

seriously. wild rice - alfian sa'at and ivan heng. largely because of alfian. sigh, what to do?

+ posted by M @ 1:46 AM