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... Monday, March 27, 2006

i'm not in a very good mood right now. possibly the worst i've been since the year started because i don't have a job.

oh my goodness. it's always like this with me, i always need to be doing something or else i simply exist and do not feel HERE.

you know, you spent the whole of your A level year dreaming of all the things you'd do with all this time and now that you have it, it's just like, whoa! go faster already! i spent quite a lot of time reflecting and reading my old entries today. i somehow feel i was more poetic and dare i say, intelligent, last year. now i just feel rather stupid and unstimulated.

this is really not very good. i'm going to miss Zhaowei terribly and i know it, but i don't regret moving on to something else, though it seems i have nothing to move on to now.

worst of all, not being busy and working makes me so aware of so many other things ... most of all, your absence.

+ posted by M @ 11:16 PM

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