so i have no work until monday because E and the rest of the guys are away for the hong kong film market thingy.

it just makes it all the harder to decide right now. i know i said that while in the maldives i would think of what i wanted and whether i was going to leave this job for something else but at this moment i still do not know! part of me RIGHT NOW wants to quit, but part of me knows that when i get back to the office i'll feel like i don't want to leave because there's so much going on and so much to be a part of (hello, it's zhaowei!). that's the problem with fulfilling internships, despite the fact that i lack a life and pay because of it.

i suppose it's the typical Singaporean mentality - scared of 'missing out'. but i have to think about this logically, i'm only 19 and not even in university and i've already had so many opportunities this year and i'm bound to have more during uni and after uni so i should just let myself relax and do what i DO want to do which is work a 3 day job at starbucks (e.g slack) and use the rest of the time to learn driving, read, do art and all those things i complain i have no time to do. i mean, i haven't watched a movie in ages!

provided starbucks will hire me. well, whatever. despite all these things i am just going to head down and fill up the form tomorrow. i think.

decisions, decisions!! and it's not even april yet.

+ posted by M @ 1:16 PM