it's evident from all six seasons of SATC that really sometimes the only people you really need to have are your girlfriends. it wasn't the fact that all their relationship problems were sorted out that got me, it was when carrie met them up at their usual brunch place and the foursome were screaming and smiling and laughing. i really kind of miss everyone. i feel a bit like i'm left behind now, with melbourne slowly abducting all of my friends especially beatrice lim ching (who doesn't even read this).

i want that. having weekly weekend lunch with girlfriends and phonecalls and everything. why do we all have to be apart? my whole life has more or less revolved around wheelock place. it used to be 'okay let's meet at 1 at wheelock' no questions asked as to what exactly we would eat after or do just the understanding that it was our thing, our routine.

or obsessing over the oc and mark ruffalo and ikea's meatballs and never forgetting the scene at the departure gates

'you know i love you right, mel?' before she walked in by herself.

gee this is sad. people keep asking if i'll miss singapore, but the fact is even if i stay my heart will still be very much preoccupied with other continents. this place isn't the same anymore without you.

+ posted by M @ 2:25 AM